Control

I'm sorry I've been away for a while. I've actually been struggling with a few things. I wasn't sure what was going on with me. I was talking to my amazing husband last night and he helped me to realize that I am struggling because I lack control over my life. 

It's not as important that I have a job that I love as it is that I have control over the things in my life. Notice I said things and not people. I think I was having such a hard time when I began this journey because I was in a place where I felt like there was so much that I had to do that I didn't feel like there was any time or energy or money left for me.

Now I realize that although there will never be more than 24 hours in a day, I can choose how I spend those hours to get as much as I can out of each day. I said in my first post that I felt like my life was living me. It's because somewhere along the line I gave up control. I guess you could say that I hopped into the passenger seat and now it's time for me to get back in the driver's seat and take the wheel and take control over my life.