First let me start by apologizing. I was being a whiny brat in my last post.
I am a woman of many hats and many talents, I understand that and I accept that now. One of the things that I need to work on is being better with my time management. This is the life I have chosen and it is the life I have worked very hard to build. I should not be complaining about the fact that I have to divide my time between the things I have to do, spending quality time with my family and trying to improve myself. What I need to do is manage the "free" time that I have better.
Another thing that I need to work on is my people managing. While it is true that i need to divide my time, it is not true that I need to divide myself. In the past I have tried to be different people depending on who I am around. I have been trying not to make people feel uncomfortable and so I have been holding my tongue. No more! Sorry to anyone that offend but I am no longer going to compromise who I am or what I think and believe in. It is unfair to me. I need to be fair to me. No one is as concerned with my well being as I am and no one should be. Sometimes I need to put myself first.
I have so much to be thankful for, with all of these great things in my life come great obligations. I will no longer complain about the amount of time or energy that I spend on my loved ones. My life is in my hands, I am in control of my own happiness. If I am unhappy it is because of something that I am doing or not doing. So instead of complaining I will reevaluate and make whatever changes are necessary.
Thanks so much for reading and please do not hesitate to call me out for being a whiny brat! Stay Blessed!