I have learned a great deal since I embarked on this journey to find myself. I've learned that I not only have I not been living my own life, but I don't like who I've been. I've been struggling with that for the past couple weeks.
I know that in order to make changes you must first assess the current state. Then and only then can can you effectively decide what needs to be changed and why. I will admit that it has been really difficult for me to honestly look at my flaws. So difficult in fact that I made the choice to abandon my journey for a time. I never said, "Oh, I don't want to find Tiffany anymore" but I did stop reflecting. I stopped listening to podcasts. I stopped blogging. I stopped reading. I stopped looking at motivational quotes.
I thought that this journey was going to be quick, fun and painless. It is not. Some of it has been fun but it is definitely no walk in the park.
I know that even though it is hard, I must keep moving forward. Now that I know the truth I can not go back to the drone I used to be. I must keep moving forward.